Lucky Spencer

[OOc: hand writing somewhat shaky from worry and freaking out and worry.]

I've been looking for you. I've been looking all over for you.

I found your cross necklace. The one that you never take off, but I haven't found you yet. I won't stop looking. I told you I'd fight for you, didn't I? I meant that. I'm still going to fight even if I don't know what's

As soon as you read this please let me know if you're alive and where you are and

I don't even know what happened. I don't know why Sonny wrote that journal entry about how your friends should find you and that you wouldn't want to come back. I want to give you what you need right now, but I don't know what that is and I need to see you. I need to hold on to you, because I'm afraid you're hurt and you're

You never

It's like this necklace was ripped off. You never take it off.

I love you. I don't know what's going on but I want you to remember that, okay? I love you, and I will find you. I will never stop looking.

Never, Lena. Never.

[Locked to Crowbar, locked against Sonny and Lena]

Does anyone have any idea what's going on?

I've been looking for hours everywhere that I can think to look for her, and she's not at any of those places. I only found her cross necklace, and she never

She never takes it off at all. I know you guys know that.

I don't know what else to do but look right now. I wrote to her, but I don't know when she'll be able to read it or respond or if she's even alive to say anything

I don't know what to do. I don't know.