Yes, I thought that conversation would be so jrkle;a for us/him in this AU so I was really happy that he had it and talked about his doubts and about how he never wanted to be that person again and what could happen to make him want it. Yess.
FWAH Yeah. I didn't get into detail up there, but I knew you'd know all the various things going on. Them all worrying about each other, and Lucky's mounting guilt behind the shock that he may have caused their deaths too. Annnd jrkle;a
LMFAO I HAD TO WRITE HIM. That scene has been plaguing me since I thought up the hows that he would fall off the wagon again. I'm so happy that I captured him perfectly. ;; It is scary but I wrote this at 4am so I was almost too tired to be scared. /diiiiiiiies. :x BUT YES, this scene and then the scene that I didn't write where they get a hold of them, annnd either Lena asks to talk to Lucky or John is like you need to talk to him whatever and Lucky gets a hold of the phone and holds it up to his head and hears her VOICE for the first time and his reaction to that ffffff. ;; And on top of this I know something DID happen to them while they were away so they're all dealing with their own ishes.
I AM SO GLAD YOU LIKED IT. ;_; There was a part of him that was like omg it is too late to be writing this, but then I couldn't get those scenes out of my head and I had to write something. :x
Fffffff. It will be so breaky. ILU TOO. :> Together we have terrible ideas that lead to the best/most painful aus.
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Yes, I thought that conversation would be so jrkle;a for us/him in this AU so I was really happy that he had it and talked about his doubts and about how he never wanted to be that person again and what could happen to make him want it. Yess.
FWAH Yeah. I didn't get into detail up there, but I knew you'd know all the various things going on. Them all worrying about each other, and Lucky's mounting guilt behind the shock that he may have caused their deaths too. Annnd jrkle;a
LMFAO I HAD TO WRITE HIM. That scene has been plaguing me since I thought up the hows that he would fall off the wagon again. I'm so happy that I captured him perfectly. ;; It is scary but I wrote this at 4am so I was almost too tired to be scared. /diiiiiiiies. :x BUT YES, this scene and then the scene that I didn't write where they get a hold of them, annnd either Lena asks to talk to Lucky or John is like you need to talk to him whatever and Lucky gets a hold of the phone and holds it up to his head and hears her VOICE for the first time and his reaction to that ffffff. ;; And on top of this I know something DID happen to them while they were away so they're all dealing with their own ishes.
I AM SO GLAD YOU LIKED IT. ;_; There was a part of him that was like omg it is too late to be writing this, but then I couldn't get those scenes out of my head and I had to write something. :x
Fffffff. It will be so breaky. ILU TOO. :> Together we have terrible ideas that lead to the best/most painful aus.